Gunzeh

After all this time, I'm still confused. You are still relevant, stuck in my heart. I still want you to be mine, even after all this time. There's a change in the air, only I  can feel it. My heart yearns for your affection, My soul craves your company, I cannot ignore this. You are the person that completes me, You are the person I always miss. I cannot tell you thus I express it through poetry, I will never forget you as long as I shall live, I need to you to be here with me, There is so much I can give. I would do anything for you, words cannot describe. I will always love you, 'til the day I die.

To Mark. The world has been so cruel to you, You are star burning bright in the night sky. Now that you are gone from us, All I can do is ask why? I remember my earliest memory of you, Like it was just yesterday. We were just kids, I couldn't see through, That mask you were holding. Today the world has lost an angel, May you forever rest in peace. You have a family that miss you dearly If only we could have seen through you clearly.

The Future I open my eyes in the middle of the night, take in a deep breathe and sit upward. Why have I awoken? What is on my mind? Life itself has a hold on me, why wont it let go? Please leave me be. I am terrified of the future. Is this what I want? Is this what I need? All I really want to do is lock myself in, throw away the key. Life is not as simple as black and white, it’s full of colour and you cant always be right. There are people around me who I cannot trust, they watch and wait for me to fall. I must not fail, I cannot fail, I must come out of this standing tall. I must sleep now for tomorrow is the big day

Although life is getting you down I will always be around, I will help you win the fight when with me you will never see a frown. Life is tough, I should know, I know how it feels, to not allow your motions to show. When you feel like you can't take it no more I will be there by your side with an open door.